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i feel like a broken record

but i’m so busy.

busy.

busy.

with little things.

teaching music 2 mornings a week at miss james’s preschool.

thinking about working 5 mornings a week teaching music elsewhere.

sewing

cleaning (well, making sure we aren’t total slobs, but i wouldn’t call it cleaning)

gardening (tomatoes and peaches soon!)

making sure my children don’t starve.

volunteering in school.

writing the elementary school pto newsletter.

the list goes on…

and it’s only going to get worse if i do take that job. at least i get to find a cleaning crew if i do go back to work. there’s also hope that the position can grow, but i’m not really counting on it yet.

blogging takes a backseat, along with picture taking. i tend to default to my iphone because it’s always with me, but i really do want to take more photos with my nikon.

and i want to sew more for myself. i made the wiksten dress, but have a ton of other things i’d like to make including a maxi dress, maxi skirt the binding on my first king-sized quilt and ukulele bag.

i just have to figure out where i can fit it all in. at night on the couch, like right now? the last thing i want to do is write. i want to veg out. watch tv, fart around.

i don’t know how other bloggers who sew a ton find the time to photograph and post their tutorials. and clean the house, and feed the children, and and and…

and nothing. i’m just busy. with little motivation to change what’s going on at present. someday, i hope to carry on here with more posts. until then, i’ll pop in when i can. i actually have something in the works for this week after i go get micro-derma-peela-brasion or whatever it’s called. and if i put that out there, i have to update you, right?

peace, dudes. until tomorrowish.

holy hell, he’s 6

my boy is 6 today and it’s been a month since i’ve posted and it’s a saturday, so no one will see this and i’m busy and i’m lazy and and and

i have few words for how blown away i am by my little bug this last year. i’ve had few words here lately.

i find myself busy and with little time to write, much less get the things done at home that i want to do.

but i do have time to love on my babies and revel in their glories.

his are varied and great.

he’s reading at a 4th grade level.

he’s unafraid.

on the rocks

he’s particularly clever about words and language, coming up with a metaphor project wherein he makes a cd of songs with metaphors (THAT HE FINDS. ON HIS OWN.) blows me away. (i can’t help but brag. this blows me away in a kindergartener. i’ll write more later as there are added pieces too this project that will happen in may.)

he bursts with self confidence, wearing uggs with aplomb, shrugging off nay-sayers when they say only girls wear the fuzzy, stinky, toasty boots.

cheeseball

he continues to love building with legos and coming up with his own designs and games.

he is so sugar-sweet.

a flower for mama

he’s sensitive as a splinter of glass in your foot.

he trusts in everyone, so wholly, that he sometimes gets stung.

sweet boy

he can make friends anywhere, with anyone.

his joy is contagious.

goofball

he can goof around with the best of them.

he loves his sisters so much.

(and their words about how awesome he is:)

-he did the litterbox this morning without anyone asking him to. on his birthday. ~jilly (litterbox isn’t his job and when he did it, he told me he took a risk in trying it even though it’s not his job and no one even told him how. my heart burst.)

-he’s smart for a kindergartener. he’s creative. ~scout

-he’s poetic. ~jilly

-i love that he plays a game with me every day. that’s cool.” ~miss james

most of all, i’m still so struck by his ability to love so fully that he still glows when i walk in the room. he risks getting chastised by the teacher when he sees me, just to sneak a hug, or a touch, or a full-mouth kiss. he runs across the playground, dropping whatever he’s doing, just to snag some more mama time. his classmates feed off of that and give me love, too. they share hugs and glances when they see me outside of class. his joy exudes from his pores and they love to see it from him. they point me out to him because they know how much there is there between us. he’s that spectacular.

glowing

when asked what he thought were the best things about him, he said:

“that i’m 6. my name. that i have lots of legos. that i love my mommy and daddy. that i love my life.”

i love his life, too. been glad to have him for 6 years now & hope i get 106 more.

happy birthday, mr. bug.

sew & tell: the wiksten dress

so amy inspired me to start and more importantly finish the wiksten dress i bought a few weeks ago.

i’ve seen a lot of people make these in the last month or so & it is a fantastic pattern.

i cut into some of my vintage fabric on monday. i wanted to start with something i loved, but didn’t spend more than a couple of bucks on for my first go-around.

by wednesday, i was here:

beginnings of the wiksten dress

and just in time to wear it for preschool drop off this morning:

how i wore my new dress today
purple boots chosen by miss james.

you can see that i changed my mind about how i was going to make it on wednesday. i originally cut the top as long as the pattern & added the orange print to lengthen it. while i really like that length, i didn’t like how the piecing was at my hips. i got out my trusty seam ripper & moved the skirt up to the waist. i like a belted dress, so i slapped on a mustard woven belt from anthro.

i love this pattern & will be making more as shirts and more dresses. i’ve never done french seams before & they are superb. i’ve heard of some neck-gaping & it does gape just a bit in the back.

although it does gape at the back

nothing i can’t fix if i decide to do it. i also had no fun with the curved hem. i should look up how to fix that.

until then, link up here for sew & tell friday. thanks, amy!

where’s waldo?

my ragnar del sol 2012 experience has now been over for 24 hours, and it was an adventure, yet again, with unforeseeable twists and turns. my shoulders are sunburned, my abs ache, my quads are killing me, but i’m still looking forward to my next ragnar relay. and i don’t want to wait another year!

if you aren’t familiar with ragnar, it’s an overnight relay with 12 people to a team, split between 2 vans. we started an hour and a half northwest of phoenix, leapfrogged each other around the north side of the valley and ended up 200.5 miles later in tempe. every member runs 3 legs, and we get e little bit of rest in between.

i was supposed to run 6.7 miles, 6.7 miles and 4.8 miles.

BUT (there’s always a but)

we got a text at 4:40 am friday morning that one of our runners wasn’t coming. (cue the googly eyes)

and i couldn’t find one of the costumes, so my van had to come and pick me up. good thing, too, since i found the costume in my clean laundry pile (don’t ask, i don’t know the answer.)

at least i didn’t have strep throat, right? that was not fun.

we headed out to wickenburg for the start and, just like last year, i didn’t know anyone in my van. by the end of the race, that never matters, though. we bonded over the race and the fact that we had to figure out how to split up all those extra miles. and fretting over whether or not gordy would make it to his friend’s wedding at 10am on saturday. he was runner 1 and hoped to be done in time to have a buddy pick him up and take him to the hitchin’.

my first leg was 6.7 miles and i ended up running in the middle of the day. it was 80º and H.O.T. HOT. i usually run a 9:30 mile, but had to walk a lot so i wouldn’t overheat. i could feel my body starting to shut down and know i would have, if i hadn’t listened and taken it easy. a couple of other teams stopped and poured water on me, which was a huge help and my van stopped twice for me. i felt bad about slowing the team down, but knew they would rather have a slow teammate than another 3 legs to split between them because i dropped out.

an hour and 12 minutes after i headed out, i tagged aaron in for the first one we were splitting from our delinquent runner. halfway in, he said he needed relief. scott came in and finished the last 2 miles. aaron stopping at 2 miles was testament to just how hot it was out there. he ran 9 miles on saturday morning and said the 2 miles in the heat was worse.

where's Waldo?
(both vans, at the first exchange. missing scott, who was running)

after some food, that i forced myself to eat, we ended up at the next van exchange. van 2 was running & we just had to wait for them. it was loud at the exchange and there was music. through the beauty of social media, i asked ragnar when it was shutting down and they were kind enough to do just that about 7pm. i caught about an hour of sleep before we started hearing that van 2 was getting closer.

we started back out at about 10:30pm and i slept a bit more, hydrated, and ate enough that i wouldn’t fall over. my second leg was also 6.7 miles, but i was running at 3am. the lack of sun was glorious. i was pumped to make up some time, but remembered i had a 6 mile uphill climb. add to that a heavy headwind, and my time was exactly the same as it was for my earlier run/walk. i didn’t, however have to walk at all, so that was good. i felt better about it and didn’t feel my body shutting down at all. this leg happened to be a no van support leg, which meant that my team couldn’t stop and give me water or make sure i was ok. i had my phone on me, though, so i sent them a few texts to let them know i was feeling good.

i had about 40 minutes to rest this time, instead of 6 hours, since i was going to pick up a couple of miles from the drop out. i still felt good and this last leg was flat, so i booked it in at 8 minute miles. my van wasn’t even there yet, since they never expected me to run that fast. frankly, i didn’t either, but i was pumped and feeling it.

we drove to the next van exchange, all took naps, gordy ran his last 2 miles, we got him to a drop off spot, looking like waldo and he made it to the wedding on time.

my last run was 4.8 miles, northeast of the valley. i was the bringing us back down south. it was hot again, i had hills to climb, i had no van support, and no water station. was i elated to see a table with the ragnar symbol halfway in. a surprise water station is a beautiful thing, but not as beautiful as this:

1 mile to go
(a thing of beauty)

when you see that sign on any leg it’s a great feeling. when you see it after running 19.5 miles in under 24 hours, it feels amazing.

i hustled in to hand off to aaron’s girlfriend, who came in to save the day and run our last missing-runner leg. not having to split up that last 6 miles was a game-changer for us. there’s no way we could have done it without her.

after her run, we dropped her off at her car & headed to in-n-out burger to scarf down some calories. i’d burned through over a days worth and hadn’t eaten enough to keep me moving. we cleaned out the van, headed to the finish line & ran in the last few hundred yards with andi. gordy even came back between the wedding and reception to finish with us!

full team shot at the finish. #ragnardelsol @ragnarrelay
(full team)

i had a blast, i can’t believe it’s over, and i wish i could run the socal race in april. if i could only run one race a year, this would be it. hands down. ragnar is a very well put together race and is a ton of fun.